Got me on my knees

Oh no I'm damn screwed.

I mugged my ass off for maths and i think I'm going to get barely satisfactory results lol. Plus chinese prelims and the big "O" yeah, my tuition teacher says I'm going to get a C5, and all this while I had been expecting a B3.

Way to burst my bubble.

Actually I think I'm quite dumb, I work very hard for some subjects but I can't score as high as abnormalalties such as zenn chua and the GEPs. On the other hand, I think my talents are really quite useless; who would need a guy who's good in history or lit? lol.

I can't tell you how glad I am now that maths cct and HCL Prelims are over. However, there's still probability and statistics TA to go; chalk that up with another physics quiz.

But what's really bugging me right now is the English Portfolio which happens to be due tommorow. Stupid DeCruz lost my pen awards essay and my biography reflections. Good job Mr Fatass. Moreover, Lit essay test is tommorow and I still haven't prepared yet. Looks like I'm gonna be awake an entire night again.

I'm seriously not getting enough sleep. ><

I will not worship the swastika

Perheps I'm turning Nazi, reducing certain disgusting and revolting characters in my class to the derogatory status of "animal" and "sub-human".

Maybe elton is right: I am turning into a delusioned, aryan-loving, "non-aryan"-hating frenzied fascist bent on world domination.

It kinda worries me.

I know I'm supposed to "love thy neighbour as thou lovest thyself" but I find it especially had to do so around annoying jackasses like *ahem ahem*. I shall say no more.

Recently, there have been two losses to the Rafflesian family: one sec 3 student who decided to play soccer in the rain and die to some "unknown" cause- stupidity. And... a JC1 student who decided to jump of a woodlands HDB building even though he lives in Bishan.

Yes, RI boys are stupid. No need to thank me for acknowledging that.

Somehow I do not feel the pinch. Yah, that pinch of grief whenever someone dies... the exact way I felt when I lost my uncle barely a month ago. Maybe my Rafflesian Spirit hasn't really clicked yet, but then again, being only part of this revered institution for only 2 years, I guess it kinda makes me only a 2nd-rate Rafflesian. LOL.

But anyway, there have been other things that trouble me, such as the Lit CRP die tommorow and the onslaught of the HCL prelims on tuesday. Wonder how I can cope with 4 hours of non-stop writing. I've never trained endurance for forearm before but never this is totally unrelated so please ignore that. =)

Okay I've pretty much convinced myself that I'm blogging nonsense, maybe its just the exam fever. ROFLE

Purple Haze

It's been a long while right little kiddos?

But lim peh has been just too lazy to talk to you little kids.

Physics PT. Integration TA. bluddysonofabitch English Portfolio. Irritating HCL O levels.

What could get worse?

The answer is: People nagging at you to finish them when you're already bugged out by the fact that you have to finish them; AND when people are already reminding you about these things.

Ya that just happened a while ago with my mum. She started reminding me about the chinese O levels and how i needed to do well so that I can don't take chinese in JC lol. I told her that I merely needed a D7 to drop chinese in JC and then she told me not to waste her money that she spent on my tuition lol.

Then I just said "enough".

That's when the scolding really started lol.

Yah, me and my big fat mouth. (Not as fat as Yngwie's though) But I really can't help it when I people start to irritate me. I mean its the last day of the holidays and maybe I can cut me some slack huh? Besides, I've already finished mugging for Integration TA and my chinese isn't all that hopeless... Why do you still have to hit me with thoughts about school today?

Or maybe I'm just being tempermental again.

Anyway, I've been trying to sort out various problems in my life. These include: pimple problems, parent problems, physics problems and physique problems. Yeah they all start with "P".

But I feel that I have more or less solved the "female" problem that plagued me a month ago. Yah, what a relief... turned out that two-year-old feelings will not just disappear into the shadows in a matter of days.

Yup, so that's it. Will try to update more often. Actually, that might be a little difficult because the HCL Prelims are coming in less than a fortnight haha.

Okay check back soon!